If you had known me in the past and are now wondering what happened to me, let me fill you in.

Nothing.

Maybe we studied together or worked together or just hung out together. Maybe we were just in the same place at the same time, and then I disappeared making you wonder where I had gone to and what I was doing.

Nothing.

I didn't go anywhere or do anything or become anyone.

I'm not even the proverbial shadow of my former self.

I'm nobody.

So if you envied me back then or still do for some reason, you can stop now.

Your life is infinitely better than mine.

You are infinitely better than I am, you always were.

It's now time to love the person you're with and stop wishing you could be as lucky as me.

I was never lucky and I never will be.

I'm just someone who's trying to make sense of the cards I've got.

And with every card that I lay down and each new card that I pick up, I continue to write and rewrite the story of my life.