Every thought I actually have and every single word I truly mean gets relegated to "draft" status on my blog. I wish I could just click on "publish post" and sit back and enjoy the ensuing madness. I'm not sure I would be able to handle it for too long though. For one, I would have to switch off my phone. Change my number even! So here I am, once again filling in the blanks with words that don't belong and defining feelings that don't really exist. When all I want is to concede and break free.