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Why My Heaven Will Never Have A Place for Ms. Carlisle In It!

Back in the good old 80s when Friday evenings meant watching my girlfriends jive with each other in our school gym while I played resident D...

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Love of My Life

Love of My Life

He's been with me on all the happiest and saddest occasions this past year. And even though he does not belong to me, I know I belong to...

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Whoever said age is just a number clearly could not count!

After a couple of days of exchanging text messages and late night phone calls with the much talked about and highly recommended younger man,...

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Bittersweet

Baby boy is a week old and I still can't take my eyes off him! Her name is Pillow and Kay says she would be perfect for me. I know I wou...

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I Have...

... turned a year older and probably a whole decade wiser. ... done something that I NEVER imagined I would. NEVER. ... realised how unfair ...

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Because I need to justify the obscene amount of money I spend on my internet connection...

Disappointment is the only thing my mailbox seems to bring me these days. I think I'm done waiting for that one email that's going t...

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Son of a Gun

And if I take this guy seriously I would end up sounding like a 70's disco queen! Thank heavens I decided to be "fashionable"...

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Kiss Me

Kiss me, out of the bearded barley Nightly, beside the green, green grass Swing, swing, swing the spinning step You wear those shoes and I w...

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Sunday

So I'm getting a little tired of everyone telling me not to close my mind to the idea of "finding love again". I know they all...

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Midnight Nonsense

If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? Ask to see a picture of the bitch he cheated on me with and if she's hot enough,...

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This is not a poem.

Brand new day. Brand new threads. Brand new clean white lines to merge into. Brand new walls to lean against. Brand new surfaces to lay down...

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Last Kiss

Where, oh where, can my baby be? The Lord took her away from me. She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good. So I can see my baby ...

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Finally the time has come to leave. Once more I will uproot my memories and take them along. And once more I will have to make space for mor...

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Enough has been written and said about what just happened in the larger picture. And I would be a fool if I thought I had anything more to c...

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I finally know how it feels to be in the right place at the right time. If I wasn't where I was that night, you would have never called ...

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One of them tries hard to hide it while the other lays it all bare. But there's a world of difference because it's the truth that on...

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I can't stop smiling! Recently I had a phone conversation that reminded me of the time I went home to find a nasty pomeranian yelping it...

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Adelante

Late last night Mini asked me to fix him his favourite ham and salami sandwich for an "after-dinner snack". And since I don't ...

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I've pulled out the nails from the wooden posts and now all I see are the deep ugly scars. And I don't regret it one bit. If I had k...

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Dream Lover

So I find myself in Sydney, Australia - a place I've never had the desire to visit. It's past midnight and I'm walking down a pr...

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Your Number

Today I got your phone number again And once again I will not call Because everything we ever had to say To each other has already been said...

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Why I Tore My Face Off the Book and Ditched the Turk

I’m no longer on Facebook and Orkut or any of the other social networking sites. These things stop making sense when you realise that out of...

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I'm so creative, that.. er.. hang on...

I could take the credit for all of these, including the title to this post, but my brain went on vacation and dropped my sense of humour off...

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The Dog Ate Up My Homework and Other Tripe

I typed up this really nice post earlier and stupid blogger ate it up! Grrrrrrrr. Is anyone else being flashed by obscene "error" ...

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The Old Fashioned Way

I’d like to call you in the old fashioned way Ringing your 7-digit number slowly, one at a time My index finger snug inside the plastic ring...

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Everything about you reminds me of you. Except for you.*

You can call me Aisha Or Aakansha Ashley or Maurice But call, For the love of leek soup and honey Call me! *********************************...

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Of Mice and Men

If 99% per cent of the men surveyed agree that the Gillette Turbo Mach 3 gives them the best shave, I'm wondering why one per cent does ...

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Swing Low, Sweet Chariot

I remember exactly what I was doing the first time I questioned the existence of a divine force or God, as I was led to believe. I was lying...

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The Shape I'm In

The Shape I'm In

It's strange how hollow it feels even now. When my insides had already been scooped out, somewhat literally. Didn't think it was pos...

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Cross-Reference

It's funny how some things stick inside your head, even years after you first heard them. Funny because when you were first made privy t...

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Off the Cuff

Shouldn't laptop computers actually fit on one's lap? Especially mine? So here I am trying very hard, for the very first time, to ba...

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For the record

So I've finally decided what I'm going to do. 1. Get rid ********* 2. Find ********* 3. Start ******** 4. Listen ******* 5. Give up ...

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Too Busy Being Fabulous

Every thought I actually have and every single word I truly mean gets relegated to "draft" status on my blog. I wish I could just ...

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I Hope You Dance

Reading the online journal of a boy who once claimed to love me, I realise how far he's gone. Not just from me, but from the life he onc...

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Our Shangri La

The assumed names we gave ourselves and each other. The nights of endless hoping, waiting and wireless lovemaking, Shared stories and screen...

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Warming Up

Wong Kar Wai has all the answers. Sid doesn't have any answers but he throws back alternative questions. I have no answers and am runnin...

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Things I Learned Today

The meaning of Billabong. The land I live on now used to be owned by a Parsi family that fought over it until one of them sold it to a bunch...

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All the words that I've been reading Have now started the act of bleeding into one. So I walk up on high and I step to the edge To see m...

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"If you reveal your secrets to the wind, you should not blame the wind for revealing them to the trees." - Khalil Gibran

All the murky side-effects of betrayal seem to elude me. I haven't cried or let go of the hurt and pain... simply because I haven't ...

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From the archives - The Wisdom of the Bathroom Pipes

I recently spent 2-and-a-half hours in a place that used to be a favourite haunt, with someone I used to really like, talking about stuff th...

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I is Back!

Hello and welcome back to me! I'm going to let my delusions of grandeur get the better of me and believe I was missed... sorely missed! ...

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Sicko

On Tuesday night, just as I finished posting on my blog, I had the weirdest feeling. My vision went all blurred, my ears felt hot and I coul...

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Mating Tigers and Me

" A really sweet person, with a good sense of music and the midas touch when it comes to cooking ." That's how I've been d...

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These Pearls I Hold

I'm amazed at the way everyone around me still finds so much beauty in everything. I feel jaded and dried up inside. Nothing inspires me...

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Things We Say Instead

Would you like some salmon spread and crackers to go with the Sauvignon Semillon? Is your marriage falling apart?

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Just Sugar Pills Dipped in Alcohol?

When I told Sid I was considering homeopathy as a line of treatment for my illness, that's exactly what he said. "You do realise ho...

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Things I've Learned While Being AWOL

My mother will never change. I can and I will change. My IQ is above average. My EQ is better left unsaid... Homeopaths can shrink your head...

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The Ebbs and Flows of a Week

Now that Vee and I are back in each other's lives, I think about how much has changed and yet how little. She's not the little girl ...

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Old friends, new friends and the opposite of what you expect.

Just when I was contemplating deleting my profiles from all the idiotic networking sites floating around, I found Vee! It's been a long ...

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Queen of the Slipstream

Life sucks and I will tell you why. You're feeling down for the millionth time in your life and you decide you will try talking to someo...

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The Brass Ring

This is what middle-aged men do, he thought to himself. They seek out their own lost youth in those that are still young and exciting, hopin...

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The Truth About Us

We are strange creatures indeed. We seek solace beyond the horizons of our comfort zones. We lock our lives in with complete strangers, hopi...

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Roses

I remember how the roses looked that day. I’m not sure how many there were. Not even sure if they were all red. I’m sure some of them were m...

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Comfort Food

Comfort Food

I cooked one of my favourite meals today. Bottle gourd ( doodhi / lauki ) and prawn curry, steamed rice, cluster beans ( gavaar ), and fried...

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Random House

What shall we use To fill the empty spaces Where we used to talk? How shall I fill The final places? How shall I complete the wall... - Emp...

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Tales of the Two-in-One - I

Music not only inspires me, it also fuels me and eggs me on. It gives me a reason to wake up each morning and helps me piece myself together...

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Granny Dearest!

It’s funny how I remember my grandmother’s birthday today. I often forgot it when she was alive and I don’t recall ever giving her a gift or...

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I've smiled at all the sunny things that could gladden my once heavy heart And run toward every frightening possibility, grabbing it by ...

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The Week in Which I Finally...

Song on my mind - Out of my Head by Fastball Watched The Prince of Tides and actually liked it. Should have watched it years ago, or maybe ...

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